I am not, nor will I ever be an Audy Murphy.
Just because I had a National Defense Ribbon, a Vietnam campaign Ribbon, a Vietnam Service Ribbon, a Army Acommodation Medal and a Bronze Star.
This did not make me a hero.
I was proud of my marksman and sharp shooter medals considering I had to shoot right handed and only had one eye to do it with.
Now, if civilians made heroes out of things like finding a part that was no where in Vietnam and kept the unit combat ready, if they made heroes from men going beyond the call of duty and working insane hours just to keep things going, if they made heroes from men who performed the impossible, then, yes, I would have come home a hero.
But they don't and I was just another soldier who did his time in Vietnam.
One that wasn't extremely happy with a certain Lieutenant by the name of Craig Gies who changed my MOS from 67Y20 to 71T20 without telling me and I wound up going to the US Army Intelligence Center And School at Fort Holabird, MD.
Guess that was his idea of rewarding me for not being a hero.
Funny thing about it, his decision to change my MOS was probably the most Intelligent -- okay, bad play on words -- thing he did for me. But that's another set of stories in themselves.
Okay, so my mother had this brainy idea that I should go to Our Lady Of Good Counsel Church with her in uniform.
So, I did.
I am extremely clumsily when it comes to doing impromptu interviews. And when 30 people surrounded me after church, I felt like Custer at Little Big Horn.
"So what did you do?"
I couldn't explain that I was a Cobra crew cheif over there and I did such a great job, I'm going to the United States Intelligence Center and School to be their Equipment Data Specialist. So I simply said I was a Cobra mechanic.
"What are ll those medals for?"
This one got rid of half the crowd. So, I said, "Serving in Vietnam and doing my job."
"Did you every get shot at?"
Again, I couldn't really say that someone tried to shoot me directly. But I'm sure somone in the crowd probably would have liked to when I said, "Not directly, but I was witness to a few hostile rounds' effect on my unit."
So, there was no Green Beret, there was no Audy Murphy, no John Wayne and no superman in front of them. Just a solider who did just about everything else and did it every day.
Guess that wasn't good enough for then. Was good enough for retired LTC Craig Geis:
Kind of hard not to share the same admiration for a man who watched out for me just as equally well.
You cannot see the goose bumps as I honor him with, "Sir, the feeling is mutual."
The civilians I was facing that day really didn't have any idea just how much of a hero I really was.
I just wasn't theirs.
Besides, I was just getting warmed up, by the time I was finished with my career in the military, I had three Army Accommodation Medals and close to 500 images and stories published throughout the world.
LTC Gerald E. Lethcoe, Commanding Officer, 3rd Combat Aviation Battalion, 3rd Infantry Division, 1976 - 1978:
You did a great job and was right there with photos (of which I still have) and articles in a very pivotal point in Army Aviation. I salute you also and am very grateful of all the support you gave me.